my secrets...

2011-12-20T21:30:00.000-08:00

ending this blog le

THE END

2011-07-15T09:34:00.000-07:00

been tgt with sheree for so long le =) next week will be 10 months alr.
finally found a girl that really really loves me.The feeling is great =)
shes stupid idiotic so cute lo
=) im so stupid to get upset that time...

everynight is so boring.
boring ttm
boring like hell!
well "good friends" are just labels ba
2 of my good friends nvr talk to me alr
one got bf enuff
one erm over popular

boringgg no one to talk to
night lone cat. nyan nyan nyan

my fatty must be sleeping soundly now =)
even though i can't meet her alot
she sleeps early at night

its more than enough for me.
shes the one for me. =)

i love sheree goh <3

2011-05-12T04:01:00.000-07:00

i hate myself.
i can't even make her happy.
and pls what fuck i alr stop using twitter to rant CUZ I SCARED YOU SAD
and you always ranting in twitter about me? I KEPT QUIET ACTING AS IF NTH HAPPENED
cuz idw her anyhow think. i cut off MOST contacts of mine alr
NOW? IM FUCKING SAD
FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF
IDK HOW MANY TIMES I CRIED ALREADY
AND?
NO ONE TO TALK TO

i wanna die....

2010-11-03T19:44:00.000-07:00

ITS THURS ! update as promised (:
was suppose to meet my dearest LeeHL today , but he've lesson . so change to fri !
I didnt know its a stupid public holiday , so - sat ! ):
hope I can meet him later ;/

yesterday , another ): day .
I really dont want any of these things to happen again. I hate to see you sad, my dear .
being with me , you'd suffer quite alot . NO , is many lot !
but you didnt complain , & still staying with me .
Thanks dear ! ♥ we'll have better & happier days ahead okay !
I'll grow up , & change th way I think .
I love you , .

&&&&&& I MISS YOU SUPER LOTS ! D: !

2010-11-01T19:42:00.000-07:00

♥ ♥ ♥

:D . todays th last paper for this week . Oh yes . Hope his paper would be fine today.
yesterday was so scary ;/ . omg . just hope she 'll say yes .
faster THURSDAY come (: I miss die you already >:
alright , idk what to post -.- . Update again on thurs :D!

2010-10-31T03:00:00.000-07:00

我爱 LEE HONG LING !

HI ! :D I'm back again ! :D HOHOHO .
it's been long when I last saw you ): like , last thurs ? omg , i'm going to die from missing you.
YES , AGAIN , recently , some bad things happened .
after everything , it makes me love & treasure you more dhn before ;c
I'm sorry for th mood swing for th past few days . I think i'm thinking too much ;/
I'm just afriad to lose you . & , idw to share th place with some other people .
I know I might be selfish , but , yes . I'll give you whatever time you need <: i'll be with you no matter what . Super love you dear ♥ thanks for tolerating my stupid-ness . Hope to see you soon ): & also , hope your cough is better already . ALL TH BEST FOR TOMORROW's PAPER ! :D

2010-10-27T04:04:00.000-07:00

my boyf is so damn CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;D !

its time to update again ;D .
dear had his maths paper 2 today (: happy that he say it was fine .
Hope his paper tomorrow would be better !
His holy cough havent okay yet ! ): GET WELL SOON SOON SOON LUH !

yesterday was a good & bad day (:
th bad thing was , I did something to make him sad ): break his heart deeply .
I know i'm in th wrong , but i make it like it wasnt at th start .
I know i'm unreasonable at times , i'll change .

th good thing is , things were fine now .
I'll treasure you more dhn before after yesterday ):
idw to lose you dear . I love you super lots ! ♥
&! I miss you alotttttttt . even though its only one day ;c
seriously miss you like hell .

ALL TH BEST FOR TH REST OF YOUR PAPERS ! :D

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2010-10-24T04:34:00.000-07:00

Happy first monthsary Dear ! ♥

HIHIHIHIHIHI ! :D I'm MLHLQADGF , SHEREE GOH ! HEHEHEHE .
i'm going to keep his birdy blog alive from now on !
changed bs , i know its abit plain ;c will edit again someday (;

To my dearest boyf ;
thanks for all you'd done . you accepted who & how I am . you do what you can to make me happy . you always give in to me . you'd make me th luckiest girl in th world . Meeting you is th best thing that had happen to me . you may not be my first , but you'll be my last (:
Maybe you have a unhappy incident that happen in th past , I will never let it happen in our r/s . I will do whatever I can to be th best & make you th happiest :D Ily dear . I'm yours forever ♥

PLEASE TC ! ):
to your cough : PLEASE SHOO FARFAR AWAY ! I dont like you ! ):

&&&&&&&&&! Imy alot ):

2010-10-17T07:36:00.000-07:00

i'm BACK to blogging for once. i so happy lorrrrrrrr I LOVE MY SHEREE WU KUN JIN =)
amanda might be a really bad memory for me.
i treated sheree quite bad when we juz started...
but shes so understanding =) and tried so hard to make me believe her hehe

sometimes i still wonders hows amanda now.
and her best friend broke up and both got new bf and gf alr

i'm really happy with sheree hehehe
shes cute! <3

wu kun jin. i love you! no matter what happens hope we wont have a bad ending =)
hope this time it will be nice for me.
even though i nvr regretted being tgt with AK
no matter what she did to me. its alr the past liao.
somehow i still hopes to be friends with her.
but i dont know how to open my mouth =.=lll
she really made things too awkward for everyone alr!

i'm currently super happy =)))))))))))))
ai si ni le wu kun jinnnnnnnnnnnn

2010-10-02T09:52:00.001-07:00

I"M LUCKYYYYYYY =)))))))) I LOVE MY DEAR SO MUCHHHHHHHHHH
ILYLILYILYILYIL FOREVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
HEHEHEHEHE <333333333333333333

i'm so luckyyyyyyyyy to have you loving me=)

2010-09-16T04:45:00.001-07:00

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2010-09-13T02:31:00.001-07:00

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2010-09-10T20:37:00.000-07:00

blogged again XD
so bored.
started to twit
changing over and over again.
time to stop.
study again!

next week est! ulu pandan cc
XD
gonna own them all!

2010-08-27T09:42:00.000-07:00

i really give up le.
to everything except studies and yoyo =.=lll
fuck this shit.... it really sucks...

2010-08-20T09:07:00.001-07:00

many things happened.
blog dead.
suffering lonely nights everyday =\
what shit is this...
i brought this to myself.
i'll juz continue to walk this lone journey ba =\

alone at night really sucks...
constant getting ignored.. i really hate it..
i dont even wanna talk to them alr.

i hate lonely nights..
i juz want someone that understands me...
willing to spare time for me.

but in this fucking world.
there is no one
not even one person.

where are you..

2010-08-05T07:16:00.001-07:00

my arm is tired! 3 new lac XD
nice nice
no pain no gain.
hw also did alot. grades improved XD
happy happy~~

2010-08-03T08:13:00.001-07:00

that small simple birthday wish..
to feel your warmth again..
is never gonna come true.
another birthday like this
this kind of loneliness is killing..

i'll try my best to enjoy my birthday...
i'll try.
i hate it.. why the fuck can't i juz forget her.
its not so painful anymore.

k ba.
i'm gonna spend my time well XD
ohyea and hope the sentosa trip goes well hyeh hyeh hyeh hyeh
hot bikini babes feeding me ice cream under the sun *nose bleed*
=p

2010-07-11T01:26:00.001-07:00

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2010-07-09T08:54:00.000-07:00

some dinosaur asked me to blog
and hi! LOL blogged

2010-05-31T05:32:00.001-07:00

i've made the right choice.

2010-05-10T01:02:00.000-07:00

hohoho going get my pull up bar today man XD!
lol havent been blogging for long.
life went back to the old times.
my nightmare became true again =.=lll
everyday juz so meaningless
so boring..
so empty

2010-04-17T21:00:00.000-07:00

these few days..
moody moody moody
cry cry cry.

i'm tired of all these alr.
she dont even give a damn.
i cry also no fucking use..
but juz can't control.

ytd daoed her..
cuz she die die dw let me meet her and always go and meet aidil...
dotz...
aiya now say liao no mood again.

ytd fuckin moody..
at night spammed train double A.
index finger tore also bleed bleed =.=lll
now not only middle finger le.
and today morning which is now.

arm muscle pain and i wash hand the cuts...
damn fucking pain lah..
but this is nth compared living without her =(

feel so sucky now lor... head so heavy now arm so pain finger so pain.
and shes gone to nowhere...
i juz wanted her back....
i really can't do it le.. she alr lost her feeling to me alr.
she hates me alr.
what can i do...
even though she denies
i can feel she avoiding me..
and always spend time alone with aidil.. having so much fun..

without me she could spend her life so well and happily..
me??
totally forgotten...
if she is really happy like this...

i'll be selfish.. idw be the guy whom make her sad angry
i'll rather be sad here alone...
she alr dont love me le....
idw let her see me so sad here

=(
crying now again....

2010-04-13T04:21:00.000-07:00

i've decided.
not to emo anymore liao.
hmm ok lets blog

today morning walk to baby house.
saw worms crawling there
i dun dare sit lol =.=lll
then walk with baby
she emo today
dao me wholeeeeeeee day.
i emoemo
jiu go school
then i say byebye she also nvr reply sia
today she so serious durh.

hmm in class.
mdm tong lesson easy pass again
then chem ok i know how to do the stuffs le quite fun.
then poa sian daoooo
i at there lame with sk lmao
he is hbskmjjsmvsrnBFF
lol!
we lame like f

and today mdm pua lesson shocked me so much =.=ll
how she freaking know about me and amanda de lor
wth man!!!!
i totally wth?!
then she kpkp me
i lan lan.

after school chem lesson
i jiu go cc play basketball wor!
idw go home early cuz i know what will happen le
da gai da gai...

jiu play play
i kap that guy twice wor!
he gimmi that look lmao.
i so long nvr play liao still haben lost my touch XD
lol but to sk them i still super noob ah lmao
maybe i shd play more~~
study also

now my internet lag like f
and baby.
i know your secrets alr
i'm such a pro man!
i anyhow also can find =P
GOOGLE IS MY BEST FRIEND!

2010-04-13T03:39:00.001-07:00

nth much to blog today. feel like dying only.

2010-04-12T04:28:00.000-07:00

happy morning ^^
boring day.

morning went to baby house again.
and my plan worked ^^
patch with baby liaooooooo hehehehehe
i love her lahhh

hmm today reach school le
jiu buy lemontea for baby and she talk to jiajia
then walk up stairs i wanna pinch her cheek she dodged =.=!
pro liao lor pro liao.

then went into class.
where the boredness starts...

mdm tong lesson easy to pass
maths do afew question 1 hour jiu pass liao
hmm ron nvr come today~~
he mc at home.

then after that chinese.
bored like F
then the mdm wong
i finish the paper fast
then she gimmi extra work fast.
then i sleep there LOL

then after boring chinese jiu english.
keep nearly fall asleep
lol
bored like hell lor.

then chem
then go home.
i tot baby can come de.
then when she say can't i abit sian diao.
but nvm lahhh
she happy jiu hao lor..

did pull up today 30.
with LD help me ^^
after pull up jiu go home.
jiu bored le nth do at home le
ROT ROT ROT
thats all =.=llll
jiu bath jiu blog jiu idk do what lol!

2010-04-12T04:09:00.000-07:00

bu xiang blog today.

2010-04-11T06:21:00.000-07:00

Helping somebody post. Lol, uhmuhmm, he ask me help him, but i've got nth to say. ._.
Hahaaaa. :) Ererrr, Ming tian jian. :) Kuai dian do homework yupyup. <:
Plz be touched hor, i playing game still multi task help you blog, you know i cannot multi task one somemore. ._.
Heheeee, tataaa. (L)
(L)(L)(L).
Amandaaaa.

2010-04-09T08:46:00.000-07:00

hmm hehe pro liao
sit and reach - gold
pull up - gold
sit up - gold
shutter run - gold
2.4 - juz pass 11min XD
standing board jump - i think juz pass or gold idk

XD happy~~~
hmmm
today finally get to really chat happily with baby le ^^
hehe happy~~
and she tell me i'm still not out~~~~~~~~~~~~~
WOOTZ HAPPY!!!!!

hmm that time after pull up nafta test
johnny do the whole body horizontal de pull up
so funny XD

hhahahaha
and today lesson boring as usual.
cannot really talk to baby cuz she moody
idk why~~

then sian sian do homework.
after school the Amaths remedial
the teacher super LOL
he teach until machiam the heart going explode LOL
and his chest sweating like F
i arm chio all the way LOL

i keep imagine he got alot hair there LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then after the fun Amaths lesson jiu went home change go seoul garden eat
then me and ronald sneak in eat
DUNNID PAY $$$$ LOL!!!!!

then we play ice kachang game
loser muz eat ONE BIG PILE OF ICE!
one mouth.
LOL
I LOST LIKE @#*(%^(@$^%&*#^$&*%^*&#$%^
tmd
now my stomach still feel weird
LOL

then so funny lah
had so much fun there.
me and sk keep losing =.=lll

after that jiu go watch movie
so nice
(Y)
date night.
MUZ WATCH!!!!
how i wish i watched with baby...
but i guess hard ar she dont like go out de =\

i bought present for herr
but i feel its sucky
lousyyy

lol and i wanna give her something else too!
hehe
i love baby~~~~~~~~

2010-04-08T01:47:00.000-07:00

yea baby asked for a break for awhile...
i really hope.. she can come back to me as soon as possible..

idk today idk whats happening.
juz morning walk with her to school..
and future i will still do that..
today walk to school...
my hands..
its holding air...
its juz holding wind =(

i missed her hand......
i love u..
my hand only fits yours perfectly...
the gaps... only yours..

then go school liao idk morning until afternoon
i was blur moody blah blah.
idk what happening ard me..
feel sleepy and sad.

then recess i went down to buy drink that headed back to class..
sitting there alone listening to itouch.
saw the wallpaper on my itouch then feel emo again lol

cuz beri tired.
jiu go sleep le.

until idk who come into the class then i woke up.
my mood only got better during the 3 hour amaths lesson lol
idk why i juz kept doing and doing the maths
then my mood got well le..

baby i still love u alot okay...
i alr fell too much for u le.

cannot live without you liao uh...
come back to me soon uh..

i never wanna lose you...
still got so many things i wanna do with u.

take LRT
come my house..
go your house.
make a flower out of lemontea.
take alot alot pictures...
i wanted u to love me....

baby.... i love u

today is a bad day!

2010-04-07T03:20:00.000-07:00

hmm.. idk sia..
so confused today.. feeling so sucky..

ytd night chatted with jie. lol
really pour out everything liao sia.
=.=lll

hmm
today morning reached baby house de playground at 6.10
studied ss awhile.
then baby dodging the father lol
then we jiu go slack.
gave her letter
jiu walk to school.

then reach school le see elaine hair.
laugh like LOL!

baby keep go dari there...
oo. nvm nth.

lol the jiu go canteen she got passed the students that are retarded ldr.
then was like she dw lemme drink lol.

jiu she in school le machiam dunno who am i litat =.=lll
then avoid avoid
then byebye also nvr say.

then i jiu go hall le.
sit behind sk
then study ss again

then after assembly jiuu go class ss test.
then aiseh i can sia =P

after ss jiu poa.
me and ron chatting like dunno what f.
then the mas selamat come into our class.
i sian diao =.=lll
fucking hate her lah
irritating baby making machine

then after boring de poa jiu physics~
fun ah
cuz nothing to do de
listen randy crap only XD
nice nice

recess eat the western lol
taste like shit =.=lll
ron eat until stomachache
then go LS during mdm pua lesson LOL!

then me was like
idk why i feel so moody today sia.
feel beri fucked up
like wanna whack wall litat LOL

maybe hot weather ahh..
then afternoon de 30min break

went to buy drinks with ron
then dunno why i bought lemontea lol =P
idk why sia
then drink drink
i actually finished it =.=lll!

walking up that time baby called me.
then i oo
then chat chat
then see that stupid elston walk here walk there i super wanna kick him away lol!!
lol
then talk talk
baby tell me saturday dw go out =(
sian... this week cannot meet again le.
she will juz say then dont meet lah!
then i jiu dunno what to say lol.
cuz cannot meet her to me is HELL =P

hen xing ku de u know?!
=P then baby jiu ask me go back class
then she sent me back le
i jiu ask sk ron and guys go do pull up

then jiu catch baby with elston!!! zzz stupid kick kick!!!
LOL. hmm then hugged baby thru the fence then sweet sweet
i also nvr angry sio
idk what happen to me =P today so generous lol.

after that jiu do pull up
i bet with sk i can do 5 he gimmi 5m in maple LOL
then i did =P
afandi extra
tell me u do 20 i give u 20m LOL!
then i say siao!!!!

haha fun lahh
sweaty all over also =.=llll

went back to class
do maths
got some question dunno how to do de siaaa
so hard.

die die
after school
i walk pass tkd wanna see baby
then she bo chup me.
dot dot so disappointed lorr
then i jiu dc le juz go home
walk halfway zhiyuan err wanna try do pull up
then he did it man!!!!!!
then jiu go home le
baby at tkd also bo chup me again lol
sian~~

then at home le
so late le she still haben online wor!
i can't sms also
=
cannot contact her D;
even though i know they are juz friends
she write pm about him then die die dw change...
then he go baby house before.. on the bed somore..
sometimes i really get moody over this de lorr...

but i controlled everytime..
its a hard time controlling it lor..

hmm without her my life so sian...
loving you is hard...

ohya edited at 9.39pm
lol i hate the feeling of things or people are more impt then me lol...
even a tv show is more impt lor! >=(
lol

2010-04-06T07:18:00.000-07:00

hmm?
today morning wake up damn early.
then jiu prepare go baby de house.
then walk halfway stomachache!
jiu nvm continue walk walk.
then reach her house alr i rest like F
cuz really beri pain lol

then she come le
suddenly no pain liao
=P
then jiu enjoy have fun blah blah

then go walk walk to school.
near school liao i stomachache again =.=lll
then went home.
lol

then at home LS finish jiu go bed.
in bed until 2 i guess.
then go see doctor
then come back le
bored like hell
did hw

then wait until baby come back.
then come back le she tell me elston go her house zzz
i jealous like f
and i still smiled and say nvm =.=lll

hmm
then jiu angry angry awhile.
then baby jiu angry until dunno what shit =.=ll
swing swing liao
then i kana
again.

then wa hell lor
i really wanna go bang wall and go die sua lol
but think think aiya haben enjoy enuff with baby
cannot die so young LOL

then jiu blah blah study study
then sit there think beri long..
maybe its my fault..
wanted her attention too much.
thats why she wont give any.

lol hmm? idk lah lalala
then whole day boring de lor
baby mei you mood talk to me.
then keep single word. now owe me 30 request WAHAHAHAHA
lol=P

then jiu ermm
went to eat dinner
so niceeeeeee lah the zhi char!
then eat soo muchh now fat fat
buibui number 2

LOL

hmmm
then reach home le
baby still dw change the pm!! RAWR!
DABIAN!

hmm
still got what ah.
ohyeaa
NEXT WEDNESDAY = BIGDAY LOL
what to get what to get??
maybe give her one of my clothes then she can wear or smell XD
sweet siaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~

2010-04-05T06:13:00.001-07:00

i dont know how long more i can stay like this..
i'm juz a weak lil boy after all...

2010-04-05T06:12:00.000-07:00

too much love = poison...

2010-04-05T02:23:00.001-07:00

i really wonder...
can i live without her..
i'm scared.

2010-04-03T21:34:00.000-07:00

i'm really trying very hard...
sometimes i'm really tired le.
juz somewhat tired..
lost for words.

2010-04-02T20:36:00.001-07:00

ytd night was really happy until #$*&%^*@#$&%^ lahh
baby finally told me she luvs me alot le XD
yayyyyyyy
i really happy untill @#$%#@$%

lol
today sure bored till death.
dari and elaine going baby house
then baby dun lemme go ._.

sian uhhhhh
i miss her
i really really misses her
i miss the xiang xiang smelll
lol
siannnnnnn!!!!!
today so bored!!!!!

2010-04-01T05:11:00.001-07:00

nowadays other then really meeting her face to face.
its really hard to contact her,talk to her.
uh...
bu kai xin!
being simple is hard.

today apex day
suck-ed
carom lol lose jitao lose lol

then jiu walk ard school slack slack dunno doing what
then after awhile jiu go someone de class lor.
go slack slack with her.
then after that go down to hall
badminton
then kana chase out by that YLB

then jiu go find ron & guys at captainball
sian sian de
cuz someone keep nvr reply sms
then sit there like statue =.=lll

then play play captain ball
fight to malay girls?
i kap their ball they scold vulgar languge =.=ll
then point middle finger somore.
then i bear with it=.=lll
they girls..

then after that they dunno scold what malay fuck
then i jitao dulan kap their ball beri hard smack on floor lol.

lol then after that lost lol
then jiu sit like statue again
then saw someone with someone
mood dies~

then jiu emo emo then fandi come disturb me lol then i smack the boobs
lol

then go for 2nd round saleha again =.=lll
i give her perfect ball catch she see sun for what lol

then today pissed off keep kp malay malay
the jiu go prize giving
then after that go home
someone come my house.
i was happy. beri beri happy lol
i feel bad...

then she went home
then jiu beri hard contact her le.
msn late reply plus short reply
hmph angry!

sian mood uh today
i'm like such a bad friend.
ron thx bro...
i made use of you. =( sorry.

2010-03-31T03:13:00.000-07:00

ytd night was not good =.=lll

today morning yea as usual wake at 5.30 walk walk
then she wake quite early today orh o.o
when reach le jiu sit down sleep lol
then she secretly stand behind me again =.=lll
so cute uhh
then sleep on the lap awhile
then jiu go school le

someone accident bite my tongue oh =.=lll

then reach school le
jiu she whole day mia liao
can't see her uhh

lol
nvr check phone also
then i sian sian jiu sleep sleep sleep lol
the breaks i all use to sleep

then long day today uhh
wanna die =.=lll

today pass so slow.

tmr apexday
looking towards to tmr
after apex lol

really looking forward to it uh
cuz its like
the only small chance to meet with her talk to her slack with her uhhh
now hardly even chat le..
she wont let me.

lol hope tmr can be better ba
i'm scared u leave me....

i dont even know if u really mean it when u say u luv me.

2010-03-30T07:35:00.000-07:00

Nth much,

IYou.

:D
manda~~

2010-03-30T02:32:00.000-07:00

baby said picture too ugly dun post ._.

kk today morning went to baby house fetch her
super tired uhh todayyyyyy

go her house le
flu like #$%#$%
ask her bring tissue for me XD

then take picture
i hughug
then give morning kisss~~~

jiu walk to school le ^^

then on the way hmm
love love
she scamming my request!!!!!
then added 1 more ._.
now 6 request liao
wa die die
lol

she got so many only gimmi one small request nia lor
small until cannot see de!!!!!!!!

lol
then jiu go school
i buy food go up class
then bell ring =.=ll haben start eating
then i shove the whole bread inside my mouth LOL

then jiu flu whole day
wa today i feel like dying man.
tired plus flu
plus stomach weird weird
omg lor
i can't belive i survived whole day

then in the end today used 7 packets of tissue in school ._.
nose going drop off le

then after school find mdm tong
she took my ezlink
=.=lll then i have to get back from her
then when going home saw elaine then she say i no amanda hahaaa
then i emo emo walk away T.T

then in toilet darius suddenly run inside cuz OM there lol scared hair cut
lols
=.=llll

then jiu go foyer meet friends
eat mac!
i ate macspicy~~
so hot
now still inside my stomach lollllllll

then now jiu blogging le
sent picture to baby alsoooooooo
1st picture lehh so happy~~
next time buy DSLR take XD
nice nice

i luv u baby~~~~~~~
i luv u like soy sauce
like @#*$^@&*#$%^@&*#^$&*@#^$ ^^

<3

2010-03-29T02:05:00.000-07:00

hehehe today is super super super super happy de day ^^
today's school is normal and easy
^^ even more happy liao!

morning overslept then chiong to baby house bring her to school lol =.=lll
when i mean chiong i mean walk like super fast lol!
then walk to school sweet sweet~~~~ i passed the letter for her hurrr
then she angry LOL ^^
then reach school le saw jaslyn i think the name
then baby disturb her LOL
then go canteen buy lemon tea for herrrr left 76 hurrrr

jiu go back class le
sms sms
time pass liao
go home
lol
then after school went to lib wait for baby with ron
did english hw
then go meet baby~~
THEN BABY CAME TO MY HOUSEEEEE WAKAKAKAKAKA ^^
then she says she love it XD

happy happy
then inside my house that one keep dari dari one jiu listen to song emo emo
then ron use computer find those lame thing so funny de lor XD

then me and someone slack slack
then lie down on bed look look XD
then kiss kiss secretly lmaoooo
so nice uhh
i love u lah~~~~
forever de
forever forever de ^^
hehe sleep on your lap so nice lorrr
sorry for the sweat x.x
hehe love uuuuuuu <3 ai si ni

2010-03-26T07:50:00.000-07:00

Today somebody's wallet abit tighter orh ? Haha. :)
Somebody come fetch me early in ther morning, super gandong can !! For 5 days this week. Like wow lor. I 1 day already cmi. ): Xiexie, i luv you lahh. ^^ Still make me happy this morning. Like so difficult to make me so happy in the morning lorrrrr. Luvyoumore lah. ~~
Hm, still make you no time eat breakfast ? o.O Paiseh lahhhhhh ! ~~
Then after school still go down to batok to find me. Lol. I feel so bad lor. Like lazy go find you but you still come find me. ._. Still wei le wo take cab to just the opp buidlding. x.X I guilty liaoliaoliaoliaoooo. ): Haha, then come my house have fun. Not fun for you also de. -.- Solly lah ! ~~
ily;
:)

2010-03-25T06:25:00.000-07:00

today is a happy day ^^
early morning walk to someone house
so scary lorrrrrrrr canal light spoil!
omg=.=lll
then got indian people walk past i also dunno then i kana scare...

then walk to her house liao walk back to school with herrr
like some happy couple ahhh XD hold hand walk walk walk
hehe

juz simple walking back to school everyday litat
i also feel so happy lor hehe

then i today super high keep lamelamelame
someone listen until laugh until dunno what to say anymore lmao
then dao me again!!!!!!!!
lols
then uhh uhhh uhhhhhhh
then she talk to me one
lol

reach outside hall liao i say bye bye she nvr wave back !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>=(

i punish u man!

hehe then after school she pass letter to me worr
then handwriting like mine litat =.=lll
but i can read lurhh

i read liao so gan dong and happy uhhhh
i love u man!!!!!!!!

today lesson is easy uhh
i passed my sit and reach!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOT GOLD SOMORE
OMG =.=lll
I NVR EVEN PASS BEFORE LORRRRRRRRRR

then sit up also gold
but lose to alot of my friends by 1 lmao
then standing broad jump idk i get what grade
pass jiu dui le
i scared 2.4!
will DIE
lol

hehe i love my someone lurhhh
love until die lols
embrace me my embraceable one!!!
LOLLLLLL gandong lehh~~

2010-03-24T06:39:00.001-07:00

school
home
rot
die.

2010-03-24T05:36:00.000-07:00

sometimes i juz can't get any attention from her
today is a bad day idw blog about it x.x

i juz wanted more of your attention...
i juz wanna spend time with u

u juz dont seem to care about me
juz dotn give a damn about me.
f...

2010-03-23T06:54:00.000-07:00

Hihi :D
here to post for someone again ! he hor, bully de. ): playing msn game he keep winning. ._.
Allamak, make me feel so lousy. ): haha. ~~
somebody ah, every morning wake up 530 come fetch me. i gandong till cry liao. ):
Lol. Tmrtmrtmr ! :D Rmb hor, you still nda buchang wo ! ~~~
Hehehe,
I♥You;\
Amanda~~

2010-03-22T02:44:00.000-07:00

today so boring..
i looked forward to meeeting amanda =(
but lesson delayed.

so 12.30 went to lib
inside sitting down reading book
finish liao they haben reach
then they outside waiting me =.=lll
wth

then in the end meet only 30min
then go english class le
she go eat pizza

me went back for english lesson
boring~~
then come out meet amanda again
rain rain so big
cannot go her house have fun =(
cuz the mama fetching.
haissssssssssssssssssss
then this week she like no time litat =(
so sad lor =((((((((

2010-03-21T06:50:00.000-07:00

._.
what to do?
i really blur le..

tmr fucking lessons.
and after school project.
and then i'll wait...

i go sleep le...
bu yao emo ^^

2010-03-21T05:16:00.000-07:00

totally hard to live today arrrr
cannot talk to amanda
=(
her phone gone gone GONE!!!!!!
T.T i so ke lian today lor
sian sian whole day
nvr talk
tired tired.

then my freestyle i scared scared
then sweaty palm.
then lost to jereme omg he pro shit
in the end he string snap the video come out sure super funny XD
mine like stupid litat only
lol
but not that bad ar ^^
so sian lurh today
then after that eat dinner jiu head home le
then i miss amanda like @#^$(@^#%&@&*#$(%^(@&#$^%(^@#$&*(%^(*&@#^$(*&@^#($*&^@#4
lor =(

=(
=(
i love u alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot
<3

2010-03-21T02:01:00.000-07:00

o.O
Here to post for somebody orh. sad thing my phone gone. ):
got miss me bo ? ^^
until now haven't talk yet, wonder if you got tou qing anort. ): better not leyyyyyyyyy !
Haha. see you tml lah. :) Tataaaaas.

I♥You,
Amanda. :DDD

2010-03-20T08:33:00.000-07:00

today wake up le jiu bored until death siaaa
morning wake up jiu sms sms sms non stop
then go eat breakfast
then after breakfast jiu go home watch digimon
Royalknights so cool lurhhh

then after that went to find amandaaa
then slack slack
and used my improve skills on her
so nice lor~~
amanda so skilled dunno train with who one =.=lll
drinks store uncle.

then after that went home then go out eat dinner with ron
we ate uhh wait ar i think
we ate KFC
then after that we went to roof
ROCK
then so fun ar the game i played guitar and drum
ron sang siaaa LOL

then i go play the wii bowling and baseball once and broke their record
then went home =.=lll
lol
then chat with amanda on phone half way
then the mummy confiscate fone!!!!!
ZZZZZ
her stupid sister baodou zzz

tmd
now i can't sms her liao D;
i scared i will die lurhhh
liy baby T.T

2010-03-18T06:57:00.000-07:00

today afternoon kana bomb by someone lor~~~~~
cuz of her stupid sister =.=lll!

angry angry lmao juz kidding~~~~ <333
after a good nap
i went to her houseee
blah blah waste alot time waiting her lehhhh
then slack slack then hehe~~ happy lor ^^
love love i love amanda kohhhh

ohya today can play digimon le
lag like siao everyone play play then server flood =.=lll
wth mansss hehe
i love amanda koh
i will improve my skill on hehheh deee practice on wall LMAO XD
<3~~~~

2010-03-17T09:35:00.000-07:00

wakakkaa school was totally hell today =.=ll
pua lesson 2 hour
tong lesson 2 hour.

tmmr tong lesson i guess 3 hour sure death.
instant death
but i will survive until can see my ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
^^
farmmart tmrrrrrrrrrrr
yayyyyyyyyyy

todayy after school went to find luv luv
then she break promise. she said she will hug me today de
then she dun dare cuz paiseh or what x.x
hug only lor
then break promise
then i sad sad de pei her go home
then she want walk staircase =.=lll
22 floor LOL
then the staircase dark dark she scared.
i held her hand tight tight walk all the way up leh!
gan dong leh~~~ best bf in the world lah me XD

then finally reach upstairs le
super got satisfaction feeling LOL
then jiu sit sit slack slack hug her smell her
then she all sweaty abit sweat touch my nose LOL eeyerrr
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
then after that go home

2010-03-16T07:04:00.000-07:00

hais Always litat. she claims she loves me.I can't feel a single bit of love from her . wo hen bu Kai xin .feel sucky did nth today go gym also sian sian de whole day no mood. but still all the way acted as if nth happened juz smsed normally. but I really seriously sad de lor. I dun like quarrel with her ;( I love her ... these few days doing nth. juz went spinworkx meet them talk talk then after that want dinner with them then I tt can go find Amanda then I bomb friends take mrt then halfway she say cannot then I angry x.x jiu quarrelled. then go home I treat it as nth happen I bear with it. then when sleeping that time I forgot what happen I think quarrel I super sad then cried to sleep lol. then today maths shd be 12.30 go home de then tong extend for half an hour then in the end can't see amanda AGAIN hais then go home then emo emo then SMS SMS then night she told me Thursday cannot go out alr then I become more sianned -.- then quarrelled again she cold really beri cold. I hate it. really don't feel she care lah. this whole week I am doing nth except for waiting her ask her out then can't meet ... now idk feel bad suck idk what blah blah also tmr goin out with Jereme and Ron. Amanda nvr wanna do anything with me de. no movie everythig no no no no no no I wanna die le.... I really can't feelshe luv me lurh. I am really scared of losing her D;

2010-03-11T07:05:00.000-08:00

tiring day today man.
go school boring lessons blah blah made one note for someone~~
^^
sweet hurr diabetes alr
buy lemontea for her
2 bottles leh later =.=lll muz tc of her health alr lahhh

then today go the museum so boring i nvr listen to anything juz crapping there eat cake blah blah thats all
then duck tour quite boring
i blow the duck whistle non stop
lmaoo the most noisy one blow blow blow so irritating lmao
then we blew songs
lol so lame lahh
then after thaat so gandonged amanda wait mee
then find her i toot toot de dunno where block 5
then tell me pavilion i even more toot idk where is it =.=lll

then love love all the way back to her housee
then muack muack liao jiu go home with elaine
then fell asleep in bus then head fell from my hand
=.=ll so ps lor.

so tired so so tired..
tmr boring day liao lorr D;
wo de amanda~~

2010-03-10T02:56:00.001-08:00

wth man always make me sad happy sad happy
lol i'm back
i'm fine now
love love her again alr.
belive her again alr.
lol =.=lll
but i love it~

2010-03-09T22:29:00.000-08:00

=( terrible day man
half day only i jitao sian le..

morning go school someone say got something for me i happy happy
then class boring
then pua tell me i kana ptc
i more sian alr sad sad de liao.
finally can go home liao
then go find amanda happy happy
that fucking dong kuah suddenly say need go hall.

talk bout some ptc shit
then after that i sian sian
go find amanda.
then go down liao
nvr talk to me
nvr look at me
nvm i dun care at first.

but cannot tahan le.
i also dw spoil mood.

then i go home quietly =.=lll
then blog.

i super bu kai xin lah...
mood so anyhow now..
stay at home sure siao de..

blog until here ba.
later go cck gym workout alone.
mum juz kped me over my results.

fucking day lah... =(

2010-03-09T03:08:00.000-08:00

love amanda love love amanda~~~
^^

=((((((((((((!!!!!!!!
i failed my ca 1
sure kana ptc de =.=lll
walao ehhhh
why i start study so late...
if earlier i can pass all de lor...

siann =(((
life suckk
but my life is very good cuz of amanda~~~~~
love love~~
LOL ^^
today she vomit when she going lib find me omg lorr
i so gandong
sick still find me..
wo yao ku le =(

amandaaaa ily alot too =(
muz tc horrr

2010-03-08T07:34:00.000-08:00

Heyhey ! :)
I'm here to post. :)
Pssssssst. Somebody lazy pig orh ! Then never post ! :@ So i help him ^^
Hyahyahya, chatting with him naoooo. :D he super racist ! ohmyy.
Okayy, idk what else to say oh. so end here. :)
Pls be touched !

iloveyou :)
Amanda ! :D

2010-03-03T06:46:00.000-08:00

i'm back to blogging due to popular demand~~
^^

today i drawn dawn kuah in the super achiver book
lol
lazy post pics lols

andd
today after that i pei amanda hoomeee
lol then she headache keep dao me
dao dao dao
i emoo
=((
then after that walk back home
super emoistic sia

lol then reach home xing qing bu hao
see mum in room
i act hao =.=lll
then go bath
then emo emo in bath

then ccome out sms her blah blah blah
then she tell me she luv me XD
then xing qing jiu hao le lol

power ar...
she so bu hao de
nvr wait me one >=(

emo emo emo
tired....
i failed my poa badly D;

2010-02-19T08:34:00.001-08:00

super super tiring day!
happy day also XD

morning meet someone~~
walk to school tgt lol ^^ too bad ar no lemontea again ^^
then she getting earlier and earlier =.=lll
i cannot wake up liaos lol =.=ll old le old le.

then school boring as usual~
after school i jitao change then chiong to work.
then my <3 gang gang hao wanna go tamp
then say want dun want want dun want
lol
then i blur blur =.=lll
in the end she pang seh friend go sleep lol!

lazy pig lah!

then work so fun ar
count stocks blah blah
pulled 1000 strings today =.=ll
so boring ar

today got hong kong people wanna take photo with me XD
happy sial~~~~~ woohoo LOL
one thing funny is they dunno how to pronounce bigyo
they pronounce as pek yeow
LOL i holding in my laughter lah XD fir also am chio LOL!!

then fir going stop working next month le =(
sad thing man...
hais..

then eat mac for dinner
now hungry again le =.=lll
err then
rush rush rush back to someone de house lor~~~~~
rush leh I RUSH LEH!!! GAN DONG MA?!
LOL

then jiu kana rape by her dog polo =.=lll
kns
my jeans all his hair tmd
then slack slack with someone
i buy lemontea for her leh~~ GAN DONG LEH!!!!!!

she so adorable lah XD
i wanna sleep on her again~~~
someone still owe me one kiss hur!
someone
someone
someone
someone
someone

hyeh hyeh hyeh hyeh
then i reach home bath jiu blog le ^^
thats all~~~~~

2010-02-17T22:18:00.001-08:00

sometimes being sick is a good thing^^
and lmao its weird ar =.=lll

so boring at home waiting to go doctor lol
boring~~~~~~~~~~
hmm?

2010-02-17T07:14:00.000-08:00

sian lorrr today
school so slow today lahhh idk time pass too damn slow =.=lll
my eyes close half alr.

then after school want find girlfriend de
then she go find mr aidil for so damn long =.=llll
then i go ym house with others
gamble gamble gamble
win win win
10 bucks lol
then after that went home end up only win 5 bucks =.=lll

then jiu sms girlfriend sms sms so sian
she cold to me liao she dw me liao

sian =(
then night i see her blog
i
jitao sian diao
then act emo with her
then call call
i actually quite sad lah
but nvm =.=lll

err then call call
awhile nia she say later 11 then call me
then i tot she got something on.
i jitao =.=ll say bye then kap
then she anwei wo sms

then 11 liao she fell asleep ._.
sian lor i so unimpt to her.
i'm not handsome lah nobody want ._.

2010-02-17T06:14:00.000-08:00

sianned.
distancing liao lor
idk what happen =.=lll
idk i anyhow think or what
but aiya i very bu kai xin.
hen fan ar!

bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin bu kai xin

sian idk what i thinking =.=llll zzz shit it

2010-02-16T06:11:00.000-08:00

hmmm today morning wake up
see whole family gone =.=lll
my sis nvr wake me up for breakfast so whole family went out to eat without me D;
then they came back
nvr buy food somemore! =.=llll
i hunger until die.
then i sms my girlfriend~~~ then bao le LOL

juz kidding~~ but serious!

then jiu bath bath then become xiang xiang(<3 chou chou)
then jiu go 4 yi de home take hong baooo then go home
then jiu go 3 gu house take hong bao
eat eat eat drink drink drink play play play
i forget charge phone last night bat dying =.=llll

then after that pei ah gong go eat eat at cc
fat until die =.=lll then i jiu went home le~~
15min more to call girlfriend~~~~ ^^
can't wait! tmr also XD
happy~~~~?....

2010-02-15T07:29:00.000-08:00

today morning. i sad
ytd midnight also...
today sad until night. cuz amanda dont love me le...
then went to meet her. pass her the present.
then happied with her

then went home
bath call amanda
sad again... amanda really dont love me...

so sad now...
life sucked for me until now. never been once nice to me.
fuck life. i shd juz die young. i can see no future.
my life had been the same for whole 16 years.....

pathetic...

2010-02-14T23:12:00.000-08:00

sian... idk..
mess..

1st time yy...
2nd time? someone

fuck man... i can never be with someone i really like?
yy alr killing me le..
idw someone gone also. =(

2010-02-14T08:46:00.001-08:00

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2010-02-12T07:48:00.000-08:00

today early morning go school laugh at indian dancing lmao
especially the green one lmao sibei omg=.=lll
the whole chunk of fats bouncing ard
=.=lll

then china dance their head gears stuck onto each other lmaooo then gone lol
then after school went to eat suki sushi with everyone include teachers lol then disturb mdm tong son lmaoo!!!!

then talk talk talk
i eat pudding and ice cream with chopsticks~
lol then eat liao wallet got big hole =.=lll
then i jiu went to spinworkx
then play yoyo with jereme
and found out
he....
"conned" another guy =.=lll
one RT for 3 genesis wth...
then he say gimmi one~~~~ so happy THX BRO!!!!!!

then i bought something for someone~~~~~~~
so sweet sia the present
i sure she see liao jitao jump onto me kiss me all over lmao!!!!!!
juz kidding~ BUT SERIOUS!

lol
then jiu go home
after new year jereme coming my house ton for 1st time XD

amandaaaaaaaaaaaaa i waiting for you~~
your phone call~~ what time man~~~~

ohya in train got some kns fat ass uncle sleeping on my shoulder =.=lll
he pervert trying to eat my tofu kns!

2010-02-11T08:00:00.000-08:00

sian lor today~~
morning somebody waiit for me again
then go school tgt
sian~~~ nothing de.

then inside school le
someone buy lemontea
lol

then class boring whole day
whole day sms someone~
someone fall down fracture~
lol whole day super sian lurh

sian.....

2010-02-10T02:50:00.000-08:00

woaa so happy today XD
morning go schooll
somebody wait for me siaaa
wait for me lehhh i so gan dong T.T

then we sweet sweet to school~~
then finish walking jiu go back class le ^^
then during class so boring lo
i did silvam hw! 1st time man
wa so happy

then after school i wanna ask somebody eat lunch de T.T
then she got tkd siannn
then i wait lor wait wait wait
4 hour nothing to do i go ard school play aeroplane play aeroplane motor play SK's police cap
go laugh at people singing in hall LOL
then 5 liao i go meettt myy somebody~~~~~~~~
then walk back to bus stop with her~~ then the botak...
lol nvm haha somebody say tiko tiko tiko LOL
XD so cute siaaaa
then at bus stop so hoTTTT then i sit beside her close close XD
chat chat chat shoot lightning shoot lightning lols~~ happy~~~~~~~~
then i forget what i say i super duper lightly punch her
she ouch until .... =.=llll
its 1/100 strength of me lightly punching ronald lmaoo

she so adorable lahhh ^^
love love <3333333

then the bus come le i jiu sad =.=lll
somebody leaving me liao D;

sad sad sad
i miss somebody!!!!!!

2010-02-08T03:12:00.000-08:00

ahemmm
today morning went to meet somebodyyyy and go to school
then got one noisy irritating china man folo
china all like this one =.=lll
singapore is having too much china people liao
china is trying to take over singapore
F OFF CHINAAA
LOL

then after walk somebodyyyy to school
went up to class jiu slack liao
whole day lesson slack one so nice

then after the chem test
i went to somebody class and somebody dun care me keep talking to friend
then me walk away x.x i'm unwanted T.T

go back class le slack awhile awhile
then somebody went pass my class then ehhhhh XD i so happy but in the end nvr talk =.=lll
always litat one lor somebody
dun want talk to me de
only morning gong gong then talk to me
then ben lai at 3 wanna go home with her de
but she go with one big bunch of friends i ps i dun dare find her =.=lllllll

then got pangsehed.....

then got caught by pua she ask us do CNY thing
then dododo
she ask us go tw market buy thing
then i saw that fucking china man again
lol dulan he stalker lol

thenn me and sk buy ping pong back to class LOL
we going to play lmaoooo ping pong XD
so funny lor when we buy
and then the french fries uncle ask me wanna have dinner with him ornot XD
he still rmb me lehhhh OMG MANNNN i so surprised XD

and thats all going rush to mac study with ronald leeerrr
i missssssss my girlfriendddddddddddddd
XD LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEEEEE lmao

hehe ^^

2010-02-07T06:38:00.000-08:00

^^ new shoeeeeeee
lol i long time nvr see somebody liaooo then today somebody sleep sleep sleep
=.=lll 3 times man!
pig sia

make me wait wait wait lol
then today after bugis go spinworkx
then play play went home with zhenyu
he super high in the train lmao i tell him mod one binoculars to see through girl clothes
he damn high jiu talk damn loud all the way until jurong interchange lmao

hen tmr maybe can't fetch somebody le D; cuz she meeting another GUY sobs sobs
~~~

psps edit post. tmr fetching somebody alr~~~~~ ^^

2010-02-06T22:22:00.000-08:00

ytd and ttodayyy somebody bad mood wor.
wanna go out dun wanna go out.
siann~~

somebody ar somebody~~~ when can i have somebody~~~
so ke lian ar LOL

knight in shining Armor save you~~

LOL

2010-02-04T07:05:00.000-08:00

AMANDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
LOL
today went to school with SOMEBODY.
and SOMEBODY say eat mac breakfast then i morning call at 6
in the end SOMEBODY late.
no mac to eat T.T

then school suck today until 7=.=lll
its siaoz de.
tmr after study jiu spinworkx!!!!!!

and i miss SOMEBODY~~~
SOMEBODY DUN WANT ME DE T.T

2010-01-23T09:13:00.000-08:00

today ben lai is moody day one...
go until spinworkx.
go the toilet.
inside got someone. he shit..
machiam explosion litat lmaooo then i shout loud loud HARDCORE SIAAA
then faster go out lmao...
he brightened up my day LOLLLL

then today 4A going very well..
traded levi for genesis
sold genesis
waiting for big bang!!!!!!!!!!!
wakakaka

2010-01-22T18:20:00.001-08:00

what to do.....

the 230th post ^^

2010-01-20T06:16:00.000-08:00

currently.

me still want big bang but haben come out
me still want $$ and school is eating it alive!
me want pro in 4A and 2A and 1A
me want study
me want cop 9
me still want her.
me wonder she still rmb me....

need people teach me 4A!!!!!!!

2010-01-16T10:49:00.000-08:00

hahas.
shes happy alr... i'm okay with it alr...
i guess i shden really think so much...
idk what..
i dont even know how i'm feeling now.
its like. its okay. shes happy.
and what i can't smile...

today went spinworkx.
slacked at sky garden..
emoing.
ling suddenly come with her sis find gy
and me nvr talk
emoing.
sian...

hahas....
aewiopfnmawe'nfa'wefn awef nawefiaowe'nfnawie'f nawe

2010-01-15T09:10:00.000-08:00

went to school
all boring lessons
except playing ihoop during the chinese test which is so boringly 2hours
i slept for 1 hour
play ihoop 40min and did the paper in 20min lmao

i guess ard there lols
hmm
valentines coming..
white valentines too..
i wonder she still rmb bout white valentines...
she know or dunno also not my prob...
cuz it wont be me..
her valentine.

me? valentine = red packet this year lol.
sians...

i wished to forget but i really can't do it...

2010-01-15T02:34:00.000-08:00

looking at her fb...
shes updating every minute currently
i wanna cheer her up.. she look sad frustrated
i can't do anything... me talking to her only make her more frustrated
how... what can i do...
i can't do anything....

2010-01-08T09:36:00.000-08:00

today sianned.
went to ngee ann poly
the poly that i wanna go to since when i was small.
i wanna go mass com
but the cut off point i think if 9 for 5 subs? =.=lll
siao de...
at ngee ann...
i super super moody.
affect my whole day mood.
cuz of some reasons. i dont wanna mention.
its lame to everyone but not me.. its serious to me....
hais.

my throat sucks.
so pain.

2010-01-07T08:04:00.001-08:00

blog time again.
today went to singapore poly.

got the sp yoyo lmao it plays quite well though LOL
nice nice
i still dunno what course to go in.
hmm feel there is a very big empty hole inside my heart.
the feeling suck.
like no one u can belive in.
hmm these few days the dream so real one lol.
got one.... hahas. saw her again. but its pathetic...
nvm... she is not in my life anymore...
i can't do anything.
i did everything alr. nothing is changed.
maybe juz like amanda hate to wenhan ba.
i gave up le...
idw us to have anymore unhappy.

boring....

2010-01-06T08:04:00.000-08:00

even though i decided to move on..
she's still in my heart...
everything we did tgt...
i did it that way is for the better...

deleted you
not talking to you
is my choice..
u might had changed...
but u are still the lil cake in my heart...
this is the truth that will last forever.
a never closing wound.

had a dream yesterday...
its scary... losing you totally...
u may forgotten me.
but i never will.

i'm moving on alr....
even though everytime i go to her page and i'm sad...
but nvm.... i wont be the weak little me that got crushed by her totally anymore...
she is the only one that made me cry so much ever in my life...

these few days got closer to a girl called amanda i added her long time ago then now then talk lol
and i actually predicted alot things about her.
i was chatting with her like how i talk to others its my habit alr
she say she go shower
i told her i go peek
then she ask me what shampoo she use
i said bawang.
and to my surprise she really did use that =.=lll
i am shocked totally
then now other then aslah i got another girl to call bawang alr lmao!
then 2nd incident is the wenhan thing that i forgot what happen
and 3rd is she say she loves to drink milk
and i told her i HL milk cuz i hongling
then she OMG =.=lll she juz drank HL milk juz now
lol!

its lame and its really all coincidence =.=!!!!!

haha going off to sleep le.
having great freaking gastric pains today =.=lll

2010-01-05T03:38:00.000-08:00

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/vday_love_story/300912/from_virtual_buddies_to_reallife_lovers.html

this thing i tried but failed =(
they are lucky ^^ blah going to sleep..

2010-01-03T22:38:00.000-08:00

oh happy new year?
i wanna have a better year this year!
2009 is alr a terrible year... its horrifying...
i dont wanna think anymore.

2010
i'll forget the past and live for the future and now.

but 2010 1st day of school alr suck =.=lll
my hair botak.
then today hair check i kana wtf
then i got caught for sock.
=.=lll
fuck sia. then recess got some dog barking i also dont want care.
then after school jitao went home le...
i really nothing to do..

hungry sad tired...
hope this year's special days can be special....
not like 2009
bday spend alone
her bday i spend alone again
christmas?
cousin house nothing do.

and yet....

hope i can get a fresh start.
and i never wanna eat school food again
it suck! and so ex somore kns.

wanna go out...
craving to eat vanilla cake =P
and naked fish.
omgg naked fishhhh.... my saliva all come out T.T

2009-12-29T11:21:00.000-08:00

okay indeed i miss smsing someone whom i sms alot last time.
i know i'm at fault but seriously can't take the shit everyday.
its my fault. sry ling wifey.
i apologize.
idk why i had a very very sad and weird feeling when i read your blog.
the part. idw pei di go spinworkx cuz might meet someone there.
my bad.
sorry.

today wake up finish dl my ff8 and house of the dead 3
then all cannot play one =.=
then bored jiu play typing of the dead.
then dota play 5min leave game.
then after that go bbq in school
is totally waste time nia so boring
and its the first time i ate bbq mashmellows?

gave ron his chrismas present le
and found out the present i gave sk is a defect =.=lll
sian

then didnt eat alot.
after bbq jiu went to cc play basketball
i didnt suck so much as i expected lol
then all go home le
i went to buy one apple pie from mac and one coke from prime
jiu one people sit there high high blow wind eat and drink.
emo~~~
then after that buy one can of anchor drink =.=lll they lame de i buy they nvr check one lmao.
then now wallet so clean.
pay faster come~~~
school dont come~~~~

i scared of sec 5

today played piano in school.
playing sad song.
wedding dress...
and
shuo hao de xing fu ne?

where is the promised happiness.........
thats what i am thinking when i was playing the song.
and its the first time i play so smoothly lmao
its sad when i am playing that.

having gastrics....

why do i doubt my friends....

boring~

2009-12-26T09:21:00.000-08:00

today spinworkx
nvr eat till home
now cold shivering.
play yoyo
spent money catching that stitch again lmao caught one and gave to that xiao mei mei beside me watching me play lol
then went home early
and go home with zenn
gave up seat to a lovely elderly couple
they so happy tgt one

seriously cold siaaa
ohya and made the shit fhz so nice haha thx katie for splashing for me ^^
and thx foor the milk, milk milk milk song lol

2009-12-26T09:17:00.000-08:00

seem to lose another one that i believe.
idk what to write.
brain not working.
i'm feel like juz someone bringing sadness agony frustration irritation
to people i know.
its best that i'll keep it to myself..

2009-12-24T10:20:00.001-08:00

today spinworkx.
and i bring the 20$ worth of potato chip that looks soo damn like a bomb
then left it there
cuz xuan not there
then i received present from gang yi lol
and its a photo frame lol
hahahha

then after that went home
tmr going to ernie house ba
boring....
life is so boring...
no smses no tags nothing..
like i'm used to this life alr...

i forgot

2009-12-20T07:31:00.000-08:00

i forgot..
alot things.
bored..
mind is in blank..
dont wish to think..
didnt talk to people alot these few days

didnt do alot also...
without her life is so meaningless to me...

what can i do...
tmr go give results
study sec 5
study like #@%*(^@#%

plus work on weekends
plus need practice for wcc
and other events ba...
i need study le...

but can i make it?

i did everything....
i still can't kick the bad habit...
wasting my time.
i'll always go there after i went to spinworkx.
if the time is still early like 10
will stay till 10.30 or 11 litat
waste time =.=lll

tmr? maybe labrador...
idk... my life is juz an uncolored piece of paper

bleeding and crying in my heart totally....

2009-12-17T20:29:00.000-08:00

i died the 2nd time in my life..
really can't take it alr...
being killed by the same monster..
i'm really bleeding alot...

results getting later..
yea it will suck...

how am i going to continue like this...
i'm really totally lost....

2009-12-17T20:26:00.000-08:00

hahaha...

2009-12-15T01:03:00.000-08:00

i got a very good sister hohoho ^^
i'm a good brother too mans LOL

lol okay today i woke up ard 1 plus ate breakfast at 3
which is 2 piece of toast
and i too bored then i go cook
made baked fish
not bad sia ^^

then after that jiu go fbing
i totally nothing to do until now..
i went to look for my jeans but not in anywhere shit
idk who the fuck toook it sia cb
i got 1 bermuda lost also
wtf man
in my house also can disappear similj sia

then when i looking for it i accident locked my keys inside dads room
=.=lll

kao sia
then she suddenly online ler...
i opened the chat box.. left it there keep thinking what to say...
but i can't say anything...
its really hurting....

ytd she called...and she's sick gott sore throat ba then after that chat chat jiu kap phone ler
i said later at night call again? she say okay
i'm really super happy..
havent been like this for quite long alr..
and when i going home i thought she wont have time for me later at night....
its always like this...
and i called her at night
and she said she outside going home...
but i heard someone talking to her...

=(

i really wish to forget everything..

2009-12-13T08:53:00.000-08:00

botaknesss...
i today double loop
then firdaus siao go do sword and shield with his hand when i double looping wtf then hit my HEAD
now got one baluku there =.=llll

painfull sioooo
tmr splashing the shit fhz i gonna take pic man!

and argue with ling today
i dulan liao siaa idw be so good anymore to anyone man
ii today didnt even make myself sms anyone
even though i was like dying from boredness in bus.
and when i going home
idk why
i daydream
if she... went out with someone in spinworkx...
my life will be totally screwed...
=.=lll

i'll really suicide le...

today really can't take it alr
its really beri painful....
i may seem dont care but i do care alot okay....

new life grown in my head lol

2009-12-11T07:48:00.000-08:00

ONE WORD.
I WENT BOTAK LOL
and that fucking jereme told linette botak= head oily WTF?!
then linette scared my head =.=llll
irritating sia

okay spinworkx these few days
next few too
and got present for sk alr
and ron too
then 2 more left =.=lll
one is spinworkx exchange that i cannot say is who! "secret"
and another one is ah gong new gf LOL
=.=lll maybe for her chocolate lol

too bad i can't make it to ernie house during xmas cuz working...
xmas will be celebrated on sky garden with

marcus
aik hwee ( he is going to find out again ==lll)
jereme
zhenyu
weixuan
chirstopher
gangyi
zenn
and maybe linette.

i really hope to celebrate with yy...
but i alr know le.. its impossible
she wont even wanna talk to me alr...

shit man...
i think i really went crazy and shave off all my hair alr...
i didnt even hesitate to cut botak...
i look like some criminal now
and ugly...
she will be disgusted even more.

my phone spoilt.
can't contact anyone...
pay so lil somore..

been walking home every time i go spinworkx
which is nearly everyday.
i took to cck and feel like walking home..
idk why i juz really hoped i could see her idc where juz anywhere
i can't control myself not to walk home
and today i walk home
sibeiii cold
cold like fuck.
i am doing all the stupid things
and she dont even care. why the helll i so freaking stupid!
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botak = botak...